Saturday, September 17, 2011

Holiday? I hate stay at home...

    Holiday should be happy and relax, but for me isn't. 
    Holiday do nothing, no money, no freedom...
    Find a fren to yumcha also difficult...
    I'm not happy. Reason? there is no reason. I just don't like this feeling, i don't like to stay at home.
    I feel stress at home...I can't actually describe my feeling, why i'm stress? why i'm not happy? i don't now...

    Maybe i don't know how to faced with my parent? I can't stand my parent talk this talk that, keep repeat and repeat...made me felt annoyed ah....when i stayed at home, mum said me always play computer game, always online, always blablabla...  hello, u don't give me freedom ok!? When i go out, you all said i'm always went out... hello, i went out with friend less than 5 times a years, watched less than 10 movie a year... Hello, others ppl can watch movie once a week ok, i'm not going to compare with other, but i just cant understand why? Why don't you all let me do that? Don't ngam me la, so sienz de leh... Money matter....i'm want go work, then you give me many reason...enough liao ok, imma mad! don't give me those fucking reason. I'm not kids pls....and my mum keep asking me: "you not said u want work at de meh?", I...speechless...now is yr husband don't let me to work =.='' ...keep asking , like put salt on the top of scar you know ? =.='' 

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

.: Random Stuff :. Picha =)

Nothing much, just feel wanna post some picture =)
Recent...
我的东西拿到了,我终于没欠人家钱了都几年了0.o'' paiseh la,一直没机会见面~ 葱啊~~~

I received letter from foursquare! LOL

During exam...my bed 0.o... IS!!!
I love capture using close-up mode ~~
Again...close-up haha! I Like tis lol~~
Snowflakes with frens at timesquare after exam, yummy^^ err.... my hair =.= long dao... and 眼袋 omg!Photo by: crystal chee.
National day movie with family 《窃听风云2》
MOVIEHOLIC - RM50 for 6 ticket! for student price not so worth ,but ...it include 3D movie, so it is super worth!!!
haven cut hair de...capture when exam period..exam til sot jor lol =.=


Suddenly miss my long long de 刘海~~





cut hair。。no long long 刘海 aldy~ 飞机头=.='' 这样唯一的好处就是凉~不过很丑。tmd的额头皱纹!!!



ok, 自恋够了 =.=''
Long time didnt play with picha edited software jor~
tat's all =)

 Teng or Flex? haha XD
5 Sept 2011 
3:41 PM

Saturday, September 3, 2011

sem4 总结 + 近况

    又是很久很久没写blog了,忙考试。
    终于在25/8考完了,有3个星期假期。
    这次考试有早背,可是背不完。。。
    想回去很不舒服,所以不想了。


    总结来说总共6个subject,VB,logistic,IS,IS case study,cost accouting,moral.
     VB 和 Case study 是没有考试的。 VB 确定A了,IS case study 的coursework 都不错。
     logistic coursework 差一点,不过总算可以。考试也应该没问题可以pass,有tips。
     moral 应该也没问题,是esei比较不会写。
     cost accounting还做得出,只是不知道对不对。应该可以pass。
     IS。。。 唉,这个我有背,虽然是读不完,可是出的题目都cover到。。。可是不懂为什么考试的时候我就一片空白,我明白可是我写不出。。。
    那一天考完IS,简直崩溃了。。。真该死忍了半小时的眼泪,明明都在眼眶打转了,还要逼自己收回进去,不让它滴下来。。。回到家就说我要睡觉,然后我一进房间,就制不住了,马上哭。。。现在对自己说:“当时幸苦了”。 那一刻的感觉还记得,真的超级难受,我也吓到了,我从来就不会为考试的事这样的,我对这些很潇洒的,可是那一天真的不懂为什么。。。可能是委屈吧?就明明有读可是却写不出。。。还是可能那种很累很烦的情绪累计的太久了,所以一哭全部东西就一起来,就崩溃了。哈哈! 过了就好,成绩出来怎样都要接受啊。。。
    这个sem teory太多,本来以为没什么问题。。。原来teory也让我吃不消。
    cost accouting靠自己学,那个老师。。。唉。还好有朋友教,然后就get到了。
    其他的就是一直背= =
    19号开学,21号result 出啊。。。就怕是IS而已,一定要pass啊!刚刚pass就够了。