Holiday do nothing, no money, no freedom...
Find a fren to yumcha also difficult...
I'm not happy. Reason? there is no reason. I just don't like this feeling, i don't like to stay at home.
I feel stress at home...I can't actually describe my feeling, why i'm stress? why i'm not happy? i don't now...
Maybe i don't know how to faced with my parent? I can't stand my parent talk this talk that, keep repeat and repeat...made me felt annoyed ah....when i stayed at home, mum said me always play computer game, always online, always blablabla... hello, u don't give me freedom ok!? When i go out, you all said i'm always went out... hello, i went out with friend less than 5 times a years, watched less than 10 movie a year... Hello, others ppl can watch movie once a week ok, i'm not going to compare with other, but i just cant understand why? Why don't you all let me do that? Don't ngam me la, so sienz de leh... Money matter....i'm want go work, then you give me many reason...enough liao ok, imma mad! don't give me those fucking reason. I'm not kids pls....and my mum keep asking me: "you not said u want work at de meh?", I...speechless...now is yr husband don't let me to work =.='' ...keep asking , like put salt on the top of scar you know ? =.=''










