I'm lost.
Feeling lost.
All I want is just a holiday maybe. perhaps...more sleeping hours.
This semester is critical, everything seem goes wrong.. all subject is not in my expectation, and I have no extra time and effort to master it.
What in my mind is plenty of assignment, test...and tutorial.
I remember I was so willing to go through all the tutorial, but...this semester is all about participation mark. Seriously, I am tired for this shit. If our education able to make us participate more ..i mean involvement, giving out your opinion, discussion and so on... yes.. is really good.. but not in the condition of mark. If you doing that just for mark, like... you copy others answer and use others answer and take the participation mark, do you think you can learn anything from that? Mark oriented attitude is kind of...bullshit. Well... we cant blame all on student.. the problem is the educator..and probably the education system.
Okay.. a bit far...I just want to say I'm just so tired. this semester coursework really shit. I do not know what was happen to me, no motivation, no passion.. I don't know.
Feel tired, desperate. but no worry, I'm just need some time...I'm stress, but i think I'm not those kind of people who will suicide because of these academic shit. Haha!
Ok, not even have energy to write although still a lot of word in my mind.
Everything will be ok once we go through it.
