Year 2020 finally came.
the so call "wawasan 2020" that we have learn during our school time.
well, nothing fancy happen.
as usual, 1st January project go live AGAIN.
tired of it but also get used to it.
and is another hospital project.
Year 2019 I keep go in and out from different hospital.
well, the feeling is sick. keep doing the things from same industry.
you get tired form it.
time pass really really really fast.
i feel i have achieved nothing in year 2019.
yes, i feel busy. but is that really busy ?
i feel i spend too much time on work.
even after working hours, i get some own time, but somehow i dun feel myself really rest from work.
these “work” thingy really stick around me.
i do agree, as adult, we spent most of our time at work.
we need to work so we can have some penny to support ourselves.
but as i grow older, you'll realized money sometime is not the main factors.
indeed money is important, it can buy things you want, and make you feel happy.
but that is short terms. the excitement brought from money never stay long, and it is addictive.
you will fall into this trap, thinking spending money to buy the things that not needed but wanted is happy. is a trap.
i feel 2019 is shitty year.
but among the shit, im still appreciate what happen around.
like start owing a car, able to travel to different country, able to see Chris lee's premiere concert at beijing. She is amazing and i'm really respect her. she is my idol since 2007. that is already 12 year!
overall, im still glad what i have and what been happened this year.
in year 2019, i think 一子错满盘皆落索 is what i learned.
sometime you need to be more cautions in doing things or make decision. it only took one step to spoil the whole game.
Im just hoping year 2020 will be smooth and happy.
i have been questioning myself what do i want to achieve in my life. is painful when you dun have any goals to achieve.
is time to chase for what i really want.
step by step, no fear,
step out, explore and try,
just do it by step, and go with the flow.
Alright, Happy new year.
All the best ahead.
